a drama unlike all the others -- i told you dragon years are apocalyptic towards me

[dedanoe]

"pretstava za univerzumot" is the macedonian term its my own personal performance how i understand the universe. time 14:44 to 17:50 day 28.February.2012. its my mother's life again hanging on the rope as it did the previous dragon year 2000. back then i was the one to blow it now i am the one to save it. let me first get it all to the end of the chapter i'll come back to brief you later.

[Tsunami]

I wish you and your Mother all the best. x

[The Mule]

Best wishes to you and your mum Dedanoe.

[dedanoe]

what kind A joke is this on me ??? she stands up in midnight hours and behaves as if nothing happened | she was dead drunk before it but she's not supposed to drink at all and she doesn't do that somewhat often alcohol and neurotics do not mix strongly, not at all. am i expected to expect further drama or this is all done i don't know what to prepare for.

[Tsunami]

Maybe things just got on top of her and she needed a release. I'm neurotic too and I do it occaisionally, it usually ends up with me leaniong over the toilet and having streaks of mascara down my face. Then the next day back to my normal worrying self.

I think the best way to prepare is to tell her why you are worried and ask her if she is ok. Maybe help her out in a small way to show you care, and if you are comfortable doing it, tell her you love her.